How can it be, I have totally forgotten that I signed up to have a blog. I guess I don't have much to offer in the way of sharing... I must have been absent at school the day the teachers taught the sharing part, eh? heehee, no matter.
So, to get back into the swing of things blogging (well, honestly, I was never IN the swing of things when it comes to blogging) but I digress.
Anyway, I have been going through a spiritual evolution of sorts the last few years, having a shift in my belief systems and it sure is difficult letting go of things that you have been taught from the time you were a child onward. Shifting one's paradigm sure can be harder than I thought especially when you discover something that resonates with you so deeply, but yet, you find your mind trying to shift back to the old way of thinking. I imagine there are various reasons for this but I think, for myself, it's the "leaving" of the comfort zone established by the old way of thinking. I also think there is some guilt issues there in a sense because I am leaving behind what was "given" to me, and it makes me appear as though I am not appreciative of what was shown to me by my parents. Sometimes in life we discover that mother really doesn't know best and that life is not a one size fits all kind of deal. Just as each of us wears different sizes and styles of clothing, so too is our spiritual life, each of us needing to find what "fits" us as we move along this journey called life.
So, I found an interesting website that I am slowly exploring called The Reluctant Messenger.
Well, enough rambling for now.
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